Decided Something Crazy

I've decided in doing something crazy. I never done this before. Hmm... Not even to skeleton.
Haiz...
I don't know why but I'm pretty sure that's the easiest and also the hardest way for me to forget those ''matters''.
That is to deal those "matters" with straight ahead.

I just did something ridiculous yesterday but my bro said to me he wouldn't care that much.
And once again my bro prediction is correct.
He didn't seems to mind. (which is actually kinda disappointed because this also indicates that he don't care either)
But... Since I've made that decision and he did nothing about it, I'll do whatever it is until he got annoyed and reject me completely.
Yeap, I'm pretty sure even if I've done all those things, he could never fall for me.
I'm just doing this so that I could let it go completely (and this ain't an excuse! >_<)
Well, don't worry. I'm not those stubborn type because once I get a "no", that will be it.
I'll just stop.
I think that way I will run out of excuses and hope (hope for miracles that is).
Huh... Yesterday was my first step, and I'll initiate another one as soon as the school start.

I know what I'm doing here might sound silly and every of my girls' friend will get mad at me.
But wish me luck (luck as in give me strength to move on and hope that my plan is working. Again... I need to emphasis here. My plan is to get him "annoyed", not his heart)

PS: I hope he is not reading this since he has promise me to do so and I trusted his words.