This might sound terrible.... But...
Haiz...
If I treated my bf as a normal friend... Then... How special could he be?
I mean... I can't show my emoness...
I need to fake it... Or lie... Things what I normally will do...
So... How is it different then?
To keep everything in me...
And couldn't share... And worse of all... No one to comfort me...
Haiz...
Yea... I know every time I emo is due to my own foolishness...
I also know coaxing isn't his expertise...
But...
Haiz...
Fine... Fine... Whatever...
I'll find another way...
Besides I need to be stronger... Be more mature... And be more of a open-hearted person...
Haiz...
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