Unexpected...

私は彼らが早期解散に期待していなかった...
私の兄が予測でしたが、それはそうであるために...
Haiz...
しかし....私は本当に彼らは幸せにしたい....

Haiz...
なぜ愛はとても壊れやすいです？ T^T
悲しい...

But...
When I checked the blog again...
I saw a post that might bring good news to both of them...
Hopefully it is?

Why am I here? Not reading? Not studying for STPM?
Haiz... Simple... I'm emoing...
No, not because of them...
But... Just recently... I am not really happy...
Been crying... And crying like a baby...

Haiz...
Why can't I just go away from here???
Leave everything behind and begin a new life....

Haiz...
That's so immature of me...
Because a mature person can endure it and go on with his/her life, kept working hard and hoping for a better future... Instead of running away...
Haiz...

Be strong Yen... Hope that after this I truly can obtain happiness from my own family... T^T
Haiz...
Was really really envy of those bride and groom yesterday...
I wish I can marry soon... DX
I just want to get away with this house... Haiz... I know I'm being like a child... And plenty of friends will laugh at me because of my simplicity but... But... That is all I want... Nothing more...
I'm being really serious here... >.<

I know emoing isn't good...
Not even for our relationship...
Might even annoyed him with this stupid emotion of mine...
But... Haiz... Sorry...
I just can't help feeling down...
I feel like dying also got... I can't think properly now...
I just want a person to break me out or... Find a way to climb down this tower...

Haiz...
Whatever... Just continue living and surviving...