Why???

Haiz...
Seeing other people sweet...
I also hope for the same thing... But...

Haiz...
Where did I do wrong?? T^T

Well...
For starters... I'm still an immature and stupid girl...
Yay me... :D

Today...
Got an unexpected news...
She ask about my relationship... And she's worried about him...
Lolz...
She's more worried about him compared to me.... Is it because she thinks I'm the cause of the so-called trouble?
Haiz...

Then..
When my friend asked, if he got so many fans, why is he interested in me?
Is it because I'm the only girl left? And there's no other choice for him to choose besides me?
So I was just thinking of simply asking him..
But it turns out wrong... And I got really Really emo...
Disappointed of the answer he has given...
Because...
I thought it might be those catchy words guys would use...
Example... "Well no but you're the only girl that catches my heart"?
Well... Lolz... Gross... But... .... Haiz... T^T

Well... I guess I can't fully blame him...
I mean... Imagine what kind of a girlfriend I am to ask such stupid and silly question...

Hurt...
By my own words...
By my own actions...

Maybe I should just break up now... So I can regain my old self...
And he can break free from this nonsense obligation...
But... Surely I'll regret that decision... :(

Haiz...
Why is it so difficult??? DX