Saturday, February 12, 2011

Regardless...

Regardless how many times I confessed... It is still gonna be an answer like that...
I thought I could take it at first because I notice the changes in him but now that I see it is useless after all...
No matter what, I will always be the Only one that feels like this...
Haiz... So the changes that I noticed until now, is it just my illusions?
But MJ said she noticed it too... So...? So what does it really indicates then?

"I'm not sure", "I don't know"...
Words and sentences that keep lingering in my head...
Constantly disturbing me...
Gradually tearing me apart...

No one can help me, huh?
I wish... I wish Vinu is here with me right now... She'll know what to do...
And... Most of all, she can help me... She has always been a good friend to me...
Like the Skeleton case... She went straight on with him and walaa...! Done!

Haiz... I can't do anything besides typing these sort of complicated feelings in this blog...
I wish I can type happy things in my blog too but for now it is truly impossible...
Haiz... 3 posts in one day... And it is all emo... Haiz...


"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss,
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."
Abraham Cowley

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